The MAMA GODDESS waitlist

Hello my friend,

I am so glad you are here. For decades, I searched for my mother’s voice in places – a book, a cozy movie; I craved for a felt sense via a loving hand on my hair or a soothing hug. It took me 37 years to heal that lack of mothering, and the deep yearning for it.

After all, losing a mother is no small deal. Whether you’re two or twenty – the hurt is potent, like a reverse elixir that you are now left to deal with.

In my case, I was two.

 From age two to 33 – I spent my life in a trauma loop. Yearning, and wishing and silently grieving – even while I hustled and “thrived” in the outside world.

Have you felt this before? Maybe you felt it on a special occasion, like a birthday; or on a rainy afternoon while sipping tea. Maybe in your case, your loss was not literal, but figurative – where your mother was unavailable in some capacity, to mother you. And so you lived with some version of an unmet need, or love in the way you needed it.

Weirdly enough I have experienced both. The loss of biological mom, and the loss of my mom’s brother’s wife – my aunt; who raised me while living with her own childhood grief of losing her father at a young age. So I had a deep craving for my mother, and a yearning for emotional availability which my aunt, while amazing; couldn’t provide to the extent that I needed due to the loss of my biological mother. Intellectually, I fully understood that; but in my heart – I yearned for it.

If you are wondering what to do – whether you have lost your mother or had an emotionally unavailable one – know that you have the capacity to heal; to look after that yearning and to grow yourself up. In this program/course tbd format, we spend a lot more time on two specific areas – holding and healing the grief; and calling on your Mama Goddess to remother you, at the age you are at now, so you can thrive today and be happy - just like your mom would’ve wanted you to be.

We will add a skillset to match your enoughness. It is one you can practice, to look after the inner child that was not heard, supported or seen to the extent she wanted. I say she, because most of the readers here identity as female. If you are here, it is something you are needing or seeking right now, and you are ready for it.

During our time together, we:

1.    Build body safety via somatic tools

2.    Learn how to offer compassionate space to ourselves as we meet the grief, sadness or anger within or a younger inner child part

3.    Learn how to meet our deepest needs in the present

4.    Learn how to express various emotions in a healthy way, and what to do when we are triggered

5.    Educate ourselves on the options to heal the physical pain, and changes due to the grief

6.    Become so aware of the difference between our healing self, and our wounded space/triggered energy

7.    Embody our new state by virtue of slowly expanding safety and supporting ourselves to joy